My Inner Feelings

This picture shows perfectly how I feel about my upcoming treatments with radiation and chemotherapy!  At first I postponed the treatments because I wasn't emotionally ready.  Now, I have been waiting for insurance purposes. It has been an emotional roller-coaster, but finally, I will be starting treatments the week after Thanksgiving.  It seems a little ironic.  I have so many things to be grateful for, but I am not sure that going under such aggressive treatments is one of them.  In reality, I have hopes that this will work.  It is just very scary to think about the complications that come with such aggressive treatments.